Thursday, May 19, 2011

Do you really want to be in love with someone?

Me: That’s a dumb question. I don’t want to be in love with someone.  I want to rediscover love, I want to hold that beauty within the bond that exists between the illusive “her” and I.  I want to create love, not be in it.
Person: Why I mean my camp friend prays for love every night. You never know.
Me: like i am so happy as i am right now, i just.  I feel this beauty inside of me. and when i feel it, i can only feel it for moments at a time, but it makes me feel like my soul is on fire. and i think this is greatest thing in the world to feel, and the only thing that has ever made me feel this way is music, and it once was love as well, and i wish to find the place in my utopia where that feeling exists as i want it and not within a mystery of musical notes.

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